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This is a record of my life from the day I started my treatments for stage 3c cancer.

Friday, June 30, 2006

Miniatures for Princess

Can't wait to furnish baby's new home! Got lotsa cutie stuffs for her. Her extension's not ready yet though. Anyway, this means more time to prepare the deco. Let's see wat we've got...















That's Fuwa Fuwa! Got it from Kinokuniya. That mini lunch is from Action City. The choco tarts on the RHS of the pic are from United Sq. Dressing Kit's from Sotong. Thanks Sotong!

Got a few more boxes of miniatures from actioncity just now. *excited! They've got several collections and you wun know what u r gonna get.

Next off...Some dessert and sushis! Gosh...Think I'm addicted to collecting miniatures already. It's amazing how precise the Japs r with such stuffs. Actually I've got lots more back there....E.g. strawberry sundae, breakfast set, pet dog and kennel, tuips, etc. Too lazy to get all the pics up here. Next time bah...

Yes, you guys r right...I should not try to forget her and should focus on appreciating what she's left behind for me, instead of grieving on what I've lost. Faith in God, Fond Memories, Angel-Family, a bunch of great pals, etc. Most important of all, Love! "What is Love?" is outta my FAQ list forever.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

1 month

Yes...It's been a month....A long and dreadful month....1 month's supposed to be a short time. But lotsa things happened, did lotsa things. Still can't believe that she's just gone. How long do I have to wait before I can join her. Probably a few more decades? ASAP I hope. Meanwhile, gotta try to get over this and move on. But how to forget something when u r constantly reminded of it? Wherever I go, watever I do, she's there. Really think I shd just get the hell outta SG forever. Change my name, profession, etc. That'd perhaps be the only way to erase and restart.

Anyway, thank God for having Angel-Bah, Angel-Mah, Angel-Meh, GP frens around, always trying to make sure I m alright. More time!!! I'd definitely be more positive by the next posting...

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Moving on

We all have to move on. No choice. But the xiaodoudou spirit remains!! I see it in her sister.

http://nothingeverreallychanges.blogspot.com/

xiaodoudou...We love u always!!

Friday, June 02, 2006

A New Beginning

Ros here. Thanks all for making xiaodoudou's funeral a grand affair. Your attendance was great comfort to us. Would also like to extend my gratitude to all who stayed overnight.

Her new address is at :
5 Poh Huat Road
All Saints Memorial Chapel
Blk 2 Room 6 Unit 27
Visiting hours from 7am to 7pm daily

Tis 7th day. Bought her favorite tulips and chocs. No sign of her returning. She must be busy playing with the angels above.

Right now I wonder "Would you know my name, if I saw u in heaven. I must be strong, and carry on...And I know there'll be no more, Tears in heaven"

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