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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

XDD's furnished home

Dropped by on Sunday. Was delighted to see carvings on the stone done at last! So we happily put up the long awaited deco. Angel-Ma recorded some hymns for xdd. The 2 teeny thingies dangling beside her photo r dragonfly earrings. Cute eh?!

Really hope tt xdd has forgotten us already. Cos Angels dun suffer like mortals do. Since she's with God, she shd be having great fun. The kinda life she deserves. Perhaps 10 years on earth is equivalent to 10 days in heaven. Hmmm...If heaven's really that fun and happy times pass real quick, 10 years would really feel like 10 days there. Great! Baby!! C u in about 30-heaven-days!

8 Comments:

At July 19, 2006 10:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The dragonflies earrings are nice! She look ever so beautiful in whichever picture she had taken. I wonder if there are buffets up in Heaven and she is eating as well. =)

 
At July 20, 2006 10:25 AM, Blogger patpat said...

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At July 20, 2006 10:26 AM, Blogger patpat said...

=) If I ever get to go heaven I'm sure the 1st thing I see will be her smiley face. The face that says (I'm so satisfied with my meal !) Yesh and she does look beautiful in every pic..Wonder if her angel wings have sprouted out alrdy..

 
At July 20, 2006 9:26 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The next time I go Poh Huat Road to visit my Grandpa and Grandma, I will make sure I drop by her cosy corner...

She is safe and happy with God, in heaven, for sure... no pain, no sufferings and blessing her beloved and family from there...

I was asked at my workplace by my boss to share anything that was inspiring... I told people XDD's story, how gf, family showered her with care and concerm and love and how strong she was...

 
At July 21, 2006 12:46 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Beautifully done up!
Cosy & sweet home for jm. :D

 
At July 21, 2006 2:47 PM, Blogger celine said...

actually i too dunno who u r who is she n vice versa u dunno me.
jus happen tt my ex gf came to link tis blog frm sumwhere.she gave me e link to see it. but well i told her i wont. but outta sudden i tink i shld void away e reluctants. i drag my feet to her n realise. every post is tearful to me. praise e lord above, hope she's fine, her service is over tts why lord took her back to heaven. we will finish our service one day too, and lady :) u will see her soon at e reunion of lord's place. :) ur brave.

[=e truth e pathway is when u make believe towards god=]

 
At July 23, 2006 11:30 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

To all of us who were "left behind"...

Yesterday, I met a close friend who just came out of hospital. He has had a good 4x4 cm taken out of one of his lungs...'cause "there has been cell-mutations" !!! No, please, no !

Then, today, I stumble over XDD's blog on random, whilst on a totally different and unrelated subject. Is it faith?

I read the entire blog.

I can almost feel. I can almost smell. I am almost with you, inside you, around you, hovering by the ceiling, watching you...the starched sheets of the hospital-ward, the cold fluorecent lights of its corridors, the stainless-steel of the bed-railing, kidney-shaped bowls where blood-stained compresses are dumped with the distinct clinking of medical pliers...antiseptic-fluid, the morphine-induced haze, footsteps inte the corridor. All is there. I go through all your sufferings with you.

Words are not enough to describe my feelings whilst reading this blog: Admiration, bravery, suffering, pain, glimpses of hope that soon dissapear like sparkles in the rain...then, finally, the terrible void...void...void...nothingness...

Your desease and pain comes across to me like the cacopony of a roaring crowd, growing louder and louder, until unbearable. The noises are only quenched, like the sulling of your body by the horrific cancer, at the very moment of your passing. All is now clean. All is now quiet. All is now gone. All is now ended.

You taught me so much in this day and moment and forever. Truly the work of an Angel.

Dear XDD...though I never met you or knew you in life whilst you visited this blue planet, I now know that you were an Angel all the time you were here. You have touched my soul and heart like no one else I ever met.

God loved you so much that he couldn't do without you. He therefore called you home, to be by his side, as the Angel you are.

Rest in Peace !

I Love you Forever !

Ingemar
Hong Kong

 
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