I love my family and deardeer

This is a record of my life from the day I started my treatments for stage 3c cancer.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

1 month

Yes...It's been a month....A long and dreadful month....1 month's supposed to be a short time. But lotsa things happened, did lotsa things. Still can't believe that she's just gone. How long do I have to wait before I can join her. Probably a few more decades? ASAP I hope. Meanwhile, gotta try to get over this and move on. But how to forget something when u r constantly reminded of it? Wherever I go, watever I do, she's there. Really think I shd just get the hell outta SG forever. Change my name, profession, etc. That'd perhaps be the only way to erase and restart.

Anyway, thank God for having Angel-Bah, Angel-Mah, Angel-Meh, GP frens around, always trying to make sure I m alright. More time!!! I'd definitely be more positive by the next posting...

16 Comments:

At June 27, 2006 2:59 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's all in your mind.
Its all bout what you want ur brain to do.
Don't think of erasing. Just put it behind u.
It is a great start already. A very brave step forward indeed. I admire u for the courage.

The same goes out to pat & family too.

=)xb

 
At June 27, 2006 3:02 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

JM,
U are in my heart always!

 
At June 27, 2006 6:35 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

rem wad she tinks dat life shld be and try to be happie living it.
fort.

 
At June 27, 2006 9:38 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I cried when I read her brave story. I think you're extremely brave too, to love so unreservedly and unconditionally. Please take care. You have her love to keep you strong.

Press on.

 
At June 27, 2006 10:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Losing someone u love can never be a easy path to walk thru...
losin someone so close can never be erased from our mind...
remember the good times....
keep them in mind....
for all we know she never leave us behind...always by our side....

passerby...

 
At June 27, 2006 10:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Losing someone u love can never be a easy path to walk thru...
losin someone so close can never be erased from our mind...
remember the good times....
keep them in mind....
for all we know she never leave us behind...always by our side....

passerby...

 
At June 28, 2006 11:54 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Can relate to how you feel. My dad and her were victims of cancer. I could remember there was once I saw her on-line. Told her I went through her blog every now and then. I would not be putting down comments as I am not good with words. I did not keep in close contact with her. I only saw her once this year. May and June were really painful months for me. I lost my dad and her. When things happened, I could hardly face it. I am this kinda bad girl. After both of them were gone, then i would wish i could see them one last time. I used to pray for them during mass, hoping they could recover from this dreadful illness. Now I can only pray that they are happily with the Lord. The pain is still inside us but do we really wanna forget them?

 
At June 29, 2006 3:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi...

Ur sis is reali a veri veri veri strong lady,she dun even look like she's sick.n she's reali so perfect,looks,figure,smart...wat ever we gals wan/hope she's got it...but mayb god wanted to b fair to every human being in tis world...actuali we dun have a 2nd choice wat we wan in life is all fated...i'm sure if everyone can chose...would give up theirs looks or figure to get a healthy body in order to stay with their loved ones..
I reali admire ur sis n of coz ur famili oso,coz u all r realli veri brave n strong...i cant imagine if reali something happen to me or my closed one...i'll b in a fix...nw i'm handling my marriage which in a messy...i alreadi felt like goin to die...but i happen to c ur sis n ur blog...which makes me feel so stupid,someone is fighting to live longer each day but i'm tryin to end mine...
there's something i like to ask...hw did ur sis find out she got cancer n wat symtom she got?n wat cancer izit?
veri veri sori to ask u all these...

if possible can add me at chanel_nigel@hotmail.com...

waiting for ur reply...
Take care
Chanel...

 
At June 29, 2006 8:30 PM, Blogger patpat said...

Thanks Ros for continuing to update Dearest SIS BLOG.... As more time pass I am more uncertain about where she is And how she is doing..Mayb by going church more I can have a better sense of security...u too

 
At June 30, 2006 1:20 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Chanel,

She got ovarian cancer. Symptoms were bloated tummy, diarrhoea...We brought her to Dr Chong at Wisma Atria. He detected Ascites(accumulation of fluid in abdomen) in her and referred her to SGH for further examinations.

 
At July 10, 2006 11:03 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Patpat,

Got to know of this blog thru a fren of your sis... just wana tell you that she is for sure in heaven with God where there will be no more pains and sufferings...

[John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life]

You should trust God...

Hi Ros,

I was very touched when I read this blog, by your steadfast love for her...she will bless you from where she is...and God will bless you too...just wondering how you are now...

 
At July 15, 2006 8:37 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

stay strong n keep tis blog goin

 
At November 23, 2006 1:30 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

a dear friend of mine brought me to this wonderful place filled with unconditional love.

Ros, hang in there, for XDD!

 
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At October 24, 2011 10:08 AM, Blogger Freddy Choo Blog Articles said...

Stay string and take care always!

 

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