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This is a record of my life from the day I started my treatments for stage 3c cancer.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

天国的微笑

车欢送了隧道 天抛弃了白鹭
听不到的悲哀你会否感觉到
天空 突然静悄 像遗下我 流浪到 某一个岛
荒草抱抱落叶 花瓣暗暗羡慕
经不了的分开你会否都懊恼
开心极为深奥 就凴直觉怀念你走进了地牢

可笑 地球 繁华遗下这个叛徒
并不痛苦 我消失漆黑之中 难道会孤独

直觉此刻你於天国也是含着笑
直觉此刻我给一个宇宙忘掉了
闹市借宿多一宵
我心不再跳 恐怕有别人围绕

直觉此刻戏中一个笑匠流泪了
自你那天走了人类变得很无聊
从此起我自我亦都不见了
盛世在摇 晚风在摇 多烦扰

都失去了量度 他宣泄了味道
冰室里的忧郁你会否抒发到
开心极为恐怖 未能做到 怀着笑走半里路途
只有睡眠 祈求能梦到你睡袍
甚么结果 你忧心天空之中寻觅我出路

直觉此刻你於天国也是含着笑
直觉此刻我给一个宇宙忘掉了
闹市借宿多一宵
我心不再跳 恐怕有别人围绕
直觉此刻戏中一个笑匠流泪了
自你那天走了人类变得很无聊
从此起我自我亦都不见了
盛世在摇 晚风在摇 多烦扰

已放弃世界 以安息的心 停顿了
过去过去 风景永远炫燿
大概放弃世界 我滞留何地并无重要
若世间关注我越少 撩动我的痛爱也越少

直觉此刻你於天国也是含着笑
直觉此刻我的都市已是沦陷了
廿四店始终通宵
每一天过了 讨厌与未来缠绕

直觉此刻错失的爱会没完没了
自你那天走了人类变得很无聊
从此起我面对自己不再笑
泪腺动摇 渗於浪潮的微笑

泯记于心...

7 Comments:

At December 22, 2009 10:45 AM, Anonymous pat said...

really want to be able to have a chat with her, to hold her one more time..to hear her laugh again

 
At December 22, 2009 11:12 AM, Blogger Piyo said...

u could chat with us, her GP frens. Cos she's a part of every1 of us.

We all miss her. U r not alone k?

 
At January 07, 2010 10:36 AM, Blogger BluPhoenix said...

A friend introduced you to your blog, and I have been following it. But I do not understand Mandarin. You are a good person Ros.

 
At January 11, 2010 9:42 PM, Anonymous han said...

so glad to see a new post. take lots of care. hugs.

 
At February 17, 2010 6:28 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

You are really a very kind hearted soul, ros.

 
At February 18, 2010 5:59 PM, Blogger Unknown said...

I have come back to read this blog after a two-year hiatus. Had kept up with her brave battle with cancer on her blog when I was still at university sometime back and was inspired.

Take care.

 
At April 16, 2010 1:35 AM, Anonymous cloud said...

was glad and surprised to see a new post. How have you been getting along? Take care..

 

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