17/03/06 WEAK

Just had chemo yesterday, mummy accompanied me. Deardeer Ros took leave to be with me too. It was the third week in a row and I feel the concentration of these chemicals in my body is a lil high, the nausea is starting to set it and the feeling of weakness doesn't seem to get any better. I constantly pray for the fluid in my abdomen to go away, I hope it does. As much as I feel my body is dying sometimes, I really don't wish for my time to come so soon.

Trina brought her little baby Tricia to visit me last night. Trina is this gorgeous babe that I made a friend when I was studying, and Tricia is a live doll from Precious Moments. Hee. Trina gave me a string of beautiful Soka Bead, all crystal blue and pearly white beads with fluffy white poms poms on the side. I promised her I will pray.

After she left, I continued to vomit whatever gastric juices I had in my stomach, after Ros left later in the night, I puked again. Maybe this is the third dosage, that's why the side effects are acting up again. There's a nagging pain in my left and sometimes right abdomen now, but I won't get to see Dr See until two weeks later. *scared*

Good news is, I get a week's rest after chemo this week. Hopefully I'll be well enough to carry out all the activities I wanna go ahead with. Ikea sale, Filmfest, Singapore Gaga and some 相声 show. Cheers.