02/04/06 XIAODOUDOU BBL

Ros here, blogging on behalf of xiaodoudou. She's now bedridden in the hospital, attached to machines that inject morphin,bascopan (painkillers). Three days ago, she felt an acute pain in the stomach. We rushed her to A&E. The scans showed that accumulation of fluid pushed her intestines to one side of the body, causing severe pain. The best thing they can do now, is to put her on morphin to ease the pain. She's got no appetite, probably cos of the morphin, probably cos she's afraid of the pain everytime her stomach tries to digest.

She'll be undergoing an operation in about two weeks' time. Doctors will remove as much cancer as possible during the op. She'll then continue with chemo after her recovery from op.

Sometimes I'd pinch myself and hope to wake up from this horrible nightmare. Doesn't work...Tis reality...Gotta face it...Gotta pray hard.

k....That's it for now. More updates next time...Hopefully positive ones